I am not your code...

This was said to me by my friend.... "I am not your code to behave the way you wanted. If you still cannot understand what I am saying, then go and Google it...". harsh but real words.....

thinking about thoughts....

I wonder if I (at this moment) control the thought or thought controls me. Does thought has it's own intelligence or what ? If I am choosing to ignore thought, then at this point am I independent of thought? Am I something which is not thought?

At this moment I am clearly seeing that memory (a static thing ??) and thought (action based on memory) brings the future. Even any attempt to change the future is still in the purview of thought.

I see the thoughts are contradicting as well. One moment thought tells me something and another time it says completely another.

Once one go through a special happy moment, why does it get stored as a happy moment and another thought arises to hold the same thought with you. Happy moment is a thought that is there and desire to hold on to that happy thought seems to be another thought. My question is whether thoughts are related.

time..

It looks like time is the only thing that will heal the relationship problems...

two ppl...

How many truths die between two ppl?

Friend indeed...

He is my friend indeed... I have did bad things to him, but he has been good to me... He rightfully helped when I was down. Thanks da..

Running away....

I run away from problems couple of times.. It is coming in another form another time.... I clearly realize now that running away is not a solution.. Who can teach us the best lesson than life itself....

Go with the wind...

Isn't easy (less conflict)sometimes to go with the wind rather than resisting it... does it give a chance to see why there is a conflict ???